Dream.Believe.

FOR IT IS WRITTEN: 'HE SHALL GIVE HIS ANGELS CHARGE
  OVER YOU, AND, IN THEIR HANDS THEY SHALL BEAR YOU
  UP, LEST YOU DASH YOUR FOOT AGAINST A STONE.
                            ( LUKE 4:10-11 *NKJV )

  Dear Catherine,
      One of the duties of an angel is to watch over the
  children of God.  For; ARE THEY NOT ALL MINISTER-
  ING, SPIRITS SENT FORTH TO MINISTER FOR THOSE
  WHO WILL INHERIT SALVATION?  ( HEBREWS 1:14 )

      Although it is not written that one angel is assigned to
  each of us, it is clear that our Heavenly Father sends us
  an angel when we need one!  For it is written; HE SHALL
  GIVE HIS ANGELS CHARGE OVER YOU, TO KEEP
  YOU IN ALL YOUR WAYS.  ( PSALM 91:11 )

      So Catherine, with that kind of help; DO NOT WORRY
  ABOUT TOMORROW, FOR TOMORROW WILL WORRY
  ABOUT ITSELF.  EACH DAY HAS ENOUGH TROUBLE
  OF ITS OWN.  ( MATTHEW 6:34 )

      Also why fear things that haven't happened yet?  For;
  HE HIMSELF HAS SAID, "I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU
  NOR FORSAKE YOU."  SO WE MAY BOLDLY SAY:
  "THE LORD IS MY HELPER, I WILL NOT FEAR.  WHAT
  CAN MAN DO TO ME?"  ( HEBREWS 13:5-6 )

      Most of all, why doubt that God hears your prayers, and
  will answer them.  For this is clearly another example of how
  very much God loves each and every one of His children, and
  how well He cares for them as well!  Amen.  

          Have a wonderful day Catherine, and may; THE PEACE
      OF GOD, WHICH SURPASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING,
      GUARD YOUR HEART AND MIND THROUGH JESUS
      CHRIST.  ( PHILIPPIANS 4:7 )

Truly, whenever I call upon HIS name at my downtime, a message that takes out my worries and doubts is sent in my inbox. Another inspiration worth to be shared.♥

The Curse of True Love...

Humanity inhibits sensitivity such that we learn to care and trust each other. It later heightens and turn into something magical...love.
When our emotions take over our logical thinking, the war in decision-making begins. In an intimate relationship that we try to cultivate in order to last, its like farming, we fight off the weather that may ruin or flourish the plants. In this scenario, we struggle through the stimulus and carefully come up with a respond in order to cope.
Problem arises when you start to feel miserable with the chain of events like when your partner deceived you big time but later ask for another chance and you gave in. Now after giving in and while the house of trust is about to be rebuilt, another storm comes and destroys it again. Whoof! just like that. Initial reaction would be ending it. Leave the person and get out from it. But what then? Somehow, the thought of being without the person you really love will surely create more misery. Imagine waking up in the morning not seeing his face, or tidying up yourself without an audience or maybe eating french fries
without a dip because you're too lazy to prepare it for yourself.
This is the curse when stricken by true love. You'd rather live in misery during the episodes of misunderstanding, you'd rather endure the pain of the nasty verbal boomerangs, than watching a movie without a hand to hold, a nachos to share, a kiss to blow and or hug a fluffy pillow. ♥

Education as a Key

In a classic definition, Education is a process of learning what we do not know yet. In recent cases, it's a previlige rather an opportunity. If you don't have the money, chances are, you will end up as a Student Assistant, working students or if your interest fades away, high school diploma becomes your ammunition to get a job. But is it gonna be enough? Even a college graduate only receives a minimum wage and marrying out from that income is not a good choice. Unless though if you could speak good english and nail the callcenter career which in turn requires you to be nocturnal.

Individuality holds truth in everyone. If we choose to prosper financially, we can start a small business and sacrifice our wants then minimize our needs to grow the business. I've watch my own Aunt doing that. I could tell how much money she has now. But because she was too focus growing her fund and too restless monitoring her profit, her children are left out intellectually and who knows emotionally too. I would watch my cousins enjoying all the material things they posses and the comfort their house could offer. They don't even have to touch their fingernails on the sink to wash the dishes or do the laundry. That worries me but they're not my children so... what I'm saying is to receive an education is to unlock prosperity. But I believe one has to keep track of the life's balance beam. Since I don't have the skill to run a business, I believe my means of becoming financially stable is to finish graduate studies. Having these degree will mean receiving salary beyond the minimum. By then, may God help me with the balance beam I'm talking about. It's what I got from my parents and it's what I want to pass on to my children.

Cheers to this lovely Saturday! ♥

Disorders

In preparation for tommorrow's 2nd round comprehension exam in my masters degree I've been reviewing about abnormal patterns of functioning. The very thing that struck me most is from Suicide Chapter where story told of an old woman who commited suicide and left a note that said "You don't know what it is like to have to grow old and die." She might have asked how come nobody have told her and warned her how growing old is like?

At the onset of 30 years old, I have undeniably develop this skill on planning. Part of it is the picture of an old me. I am making sure it's pretty achievable. Number one is health equal to my wealth. Two, a partner I could converse with even 24 hours a day. Three, to have a life insurance and seeing my kids settling down with their own family.

Being able to splurge into shopping, tour around the world, blah blah would just be a bonus.

Lastly, I want to be someone that the younger generations could look up to.  Like living up to my last minute with lights shining upon others and not a hussle to them.

Bow.

Weather Withers

A for Agathon is the country's first challenge. It wasn't as powerful as Yolanda but it gave an unending rainfall resulted to an increase in the river's water level,thus,heavy flood. Plus it is Butuan that muchly affected. Our small town (RTR) felt its wrath too but God is so good for sparing our house knowing that I hate dipping my feet into the waterflood. It was Mama's Birthday actually so maybe it was kinda 56th Birthday gift for her. ;)

But with what's going on with the weather, since classes were suspended,I got to spend longer time with the kiddos. We bonded like there's no tomorrow. Being a mother is priceless. However it gives me creep whenever I thought about how they would become when they grow up. With the family system I have introduced them. Will it be sufficient if I could afford shelter,clothes,education, cozy living but not with their real father? ;/

So after office this afternoon, I dropped by at Robi mall. I saw Gary (former SJIT S.A.)& The Mrs. Mella...It just dawned on me, my heart doesn't beat that fast anymore. I was already able to look at them in the eyes with a sparkling smile. It got me curios on what their impression would be, looking at me like I've never gone through that hellish place. For I am pretty sure, I still have projected that beauty in me.

But then, the real question is, will I ever have somthing to write on my answer sheet this Saturday? I just spent my "winter" vacation playing cake mania and watching movies. How is that as a preparation for a significant day?

Is it being irresponsible? tsk. :/

Divinity

I'm not a religious person. I was never introduced of bible verses as a kid.I never went to sunday school and hardly goes to church lately. But I do believe in Supreme Power.I believe in God and I always thank him for not leaving me through thick and thin. Just today as I am comforting a friend..she seems to be so block out with what she have and dwells on the pain caused by a person and the situation. So I checked my bible verse subscription out of nowhere while listening to her...and the message is exactly what we all need during our dark hours. To share it,please refer below;

LET US COME BEFORE HIS PRESENCE WITH THANKS-
  GIVING; LET US SHOUT JOYFULLY TO HIM WITH PSALMS.
                              ( PSALM 95:2 *NIV )

  Dear Catherine,
      Always remember to count your blessings each day,
  and to thank God for them!  For no matter what we have,
  when we look around us, we find others who have less!

      Now I know that when things disappoint us, we are sad
  and often depressed.  However it is written that we
  should; BE JOYFUL ALWAYS; PRAY CONTINUALLY;
  GIVE THANKS IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES, FOR THIS
  IS GOD'S WILL FOR YOU IN JESUS CHRIST.
  ( 1 THESSALONIANS 5:16-18 )

      Therefore Catherine, never feel that God has let you
  down, because a prayer isn't answered, or something
  goes wrong in your life.  For your Heavenly Father always
  knows what is best for you, and; HE WILL NOT LEAVE
  YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU. ( DEUTERONOMY  31:6 )

      So my friend remember to always; GIVE THANKS TO
  THE LORD, CALL ON HIS NAME; MAKE KNOWN
  AMONG THE NATIONS WHAT HE HAS DONE.
  ( 1 CHRONICLES 16:8 )

      In closing Catherine, have a great day and know that my prayer
  for you is that; THE GRACE OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST,
  AND THE LOVE OF GOD, AND THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE
  HOLY SPIRIT BE WITH YOU ALL.  Amen.  
  ( 2 CORINTHIANS 13:14 )