Burnout

When "No Other Woman" hit the box office, a lot of film makers mimic the story line. Sure enough they were successful in conveying the masses. It even happened in real life. It happened to me. It happened to my mother. The only difference is, my mother stayed and I didn't.
For one, if I chose to forgive that cheater and gave him another chance, our household would never be peaceful again. I know that the betrayal behavior will always come up in the middle of nowhere.
I'm saying this because it happened to my parents. I am a living witness of their feud over my father's infedility. Surprisingly, my father never admits it and still keeps doing it. So this evening his mistress had the nerve to send me destructive text messages. Things that implies how stable her relationship is with my father. I snapped when she used my father's number in texting me. I knew it was about time to express my rage. The moment my father walked through the door I became a monster. I started screaming and before I know it I threw his clothes outside and destroyed his phone.
What I don't understand is what makes an unfaithful man difficult to humble down and just leave their mistress or leave the family to stop each party's agony?
I wish it is that easy to let Papa know how painful it is for us already. His bitch acting like the victim and he can't even tame her for us.
Lord I know I am suppose to honor my father and mother...but what I saw from Papa is just so disappointing that I don't think he deserves some little respect or love anymore.