I wonder how long will grieving take? Because I don't have forever.
Weekend routine had been broken recently due to some "important" matters that my partner couldn't afford to refuse. Everytime he ask for permission to go somewhere my mouth couldn't seem to open and say NO. Because I'm inlove and I respect his freedom.
It's just that this afternoon I couldn't hold back my emotions anymore. Alec's precious memory had been running in my head again and I couldn't escape from it anymore. I got no one to hold to except for this keyboard and perhaps a tissue to wipe off my messy face.
This is one of those moment when I wish it's just like what happened to Lazaro and Isabelle's daughter in the soap opera. Their daughter was abducted and had been denied from them for ten years and they finally knew who she is now.
I wish Alec is just being kidnap...by God and will eventually return soon. ;(
Because I know myself enough. One day I feel okey, another day I don't. And if I don't, I think about horrible things like leaving this place and just vanish forever.
No comments:
Post a Comment