For the past two weeks, my relationship with Lemra is tested by deceits, fabricated stories, secrets and all that stuff. It was never easy to swallow... I struggled tremendously that I thought of quitting already.
Then I caught myself saying, "There you go again with quitting". It only makes things worst I know. The thought of leaving this man electrifies my spine... I know I will become frustrated and bitter and very unhappy without him. I may get over it through time but I'm sure the process would be hellish.
I've never felt this way towards someone my entire life and I am certain it is worth fighting for. In the name of our son Alec... there's nothin I won't do to make this last.
This Christmas, I don't need any material things but just for God Almighty to touch Lemra's heart and embrace HIS existence again.
Amen.
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