For some reason I've invented this self belief that when a year ends in an even number my life is never easy. I cannot enumerate those exactly but it's what my recollection can best retrieve.
This year I bore my 3rd child with the man I have loved for the longest time. How we started was like a sweet escape where its bounded by secrecy. Though I was already separated-in-fact, I was still in a very sensitive position.Yes we have survived the society's fierces but we were greatly challenged when our most precious one had to be taken away.
To mourn is like waking up in darkness. There is no ray of sun felt. It's just cold and shiverin. Sure I could manage to laugh and project seemingly normal…these acts are bandage of such wound.
Well, its never that cruel after I got a post in FSUU. When I was told of the free education for my 2 children as soon as I get tenured, I knew then that this is fate.
We may lose a treasure but we sure can gain another which is for keeps. Still, thank you Lord.
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