When February takes over we thought of Valentines Day. However it started by St.Valentine, the celebration became phenomenal that even Japan which never recognize a Saint have adapted the hearts day. For most of the women, regardless of age, perceive this time of the year to be so romantic or at least a chance of some romance. There are of course, hopefuls too that even if they've never been in an intimate relationship, the probability of starting one is high.
Anyhow, it's going to another life's dimension in my case. I started this month by retaking the two minor subjects I had a hard time passing during my first take in comprehensive exam. I did some readings and solving practices yeah...but to my astonishment, the questions designed by my professors are bigger than my dreams and ambitions. I must have forgotten my cognitive capacity for awhile. I got so carried away of my friends and loved ones encouragement.
So I found my brain numb and dysfunctional after the four hours and a half analysis of the white paper and that blue book. But despite of that agony, I still managed to thank God for sending me home safely...then I started to sob before falling asleep. My disappointment was beyond all that I could take.
It's been two days already and I could still feel the sting. I can only hope for a miracle. If not, then I should consider another options. (⊙o⊙)
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