Today is welcomed by a holy mass. It's the opening of Marian month and as a catholic school, we always grace the celebration. Gladly, I did not have difficulty finding a chair. The people I was with were very warm. Just as I prayed before getting inside the campus.
During the mass, I couldn't help but still remember everything. The dialogues. The sentences came out from her mouth that implied nothing but rubbing everything off to my face. The pain I felt that she just dared laugh at. In my head it's all playing down to my heart that it hurts. I noticed a little tear in the corners of my eyes. But I got back to my senses and started planning. That's how I deal with problems. I do not dwell. I deal with it. So the plans I came up with includes;
1. I am not going to our Director's office and ask to be transferred to the main campus nor recite my side of the story. I have nothing to prove. It will be too unfair for the person to be swapped in my post just for this petty reason.
2. It's a personal matter that will try to impede my work performance. I choose to never let that happen. I consider this job as a gift. One of the biggest favor I got from God Almighty. I am not letting it go just for one shattered friendship.
3. After this Career Guidance program, I am going to the gym again and continue with my weight goals.
4. I will submit myself for Counseling. Why not? We all need to be processed.
5. I will take care of the High School PF programssssss. It will be completely restructured.
6. I will contact my other panelist to submit my Chapter 1 & 2 revision.
7. I will never have a second thought looking at her straight in the eyes. Anytime. Anywhere. Then you can pardon for my feisty look for that just comes with the genes.
Lastly, I will make new friends since I have just reconciled with an old friend. No I am not bringing my ego problem to my grave. I am better than that. Watch me.
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